It's been 19 years of my life and still I haven't tried "serious relationship" or being love with someone special. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I know I'm not that ugly but why? Yeah I know I'm over reacting with this one, but still I wanted also to be loved by someone I really love. My life is miserable... and don't remind me about the people having more miserable than mine I know that also. I'm just curious why? hays. And this not having a lover (haha) makes me feel that I'm so so ugly. I have a very low self confidence and self esteem. Maybe I am born to be single. I have been in 8 not serious relationships, YES! Eight! and still no serious relationship! but wait I said no serious relationship because they are the one who's not serious. They like playing with me. Eerr and I hate it.