This thoughts been on my mind since last night. Why? There is a guy whom I really like ever since I saw him in bars. Oh at my 3rd year in College I'm a so called Gimikera with my friends of course. What really happen? Wala atang connect? Meron yan! Ganito yun. This guy I am referring to is also a certified gimikero till now. I always see him at bars and he is a ex of my friends. Nagtataka ka siguro bakit friends? Yah ex siya ng dalawa kong barkada... and also connected to other people. He is known as babaero. Well I guess he do have all the guts gwapo eh. Ok our friend invited us for the first time in there house, actually this is all his dad idea. We're all there and have our dinner and watched a movie "Employee of the Month" this movie was really funny and sweet and later on they are calling us outside for the drinking session. We are six all in all who first arrived in there house and sumunod yung tatlong kasama din niya, including the guy I am referring too. At first tamang kwentuhan at asaran lang then habang tumatagal the both of us eh nagbabarahan na which for me is kilig and kinda pikon (landee noh? haha). hmmp He was very talkative and really have sense of humor, no wonder why girls easily fall for this guy. I am staring at him and I noticed that he looked like "Japoy Lizardo". Japoy Lizardo is my dream, my everything. HAHA Ok that is one of the reason why I do like him. I'm impressed about he's attitude. "Hays" isa sa mga expression niya. When we decided to go home we are on the back of the car and we sat together. Walang humpay na asaran na naman kami.
He's too IMPERFECT to be PERFECT for me. I'm not his type of girl. And It is too complicated and IMPOSSIBLE for both of us.
But I have to stop this feeling of mine. Kahibangan lang lahat eh. Haha We don't deserved each other. He's too handsome for me. And napakalaking kalokohan if ever. I have to focused to those people who are there for me. hays mahirap.